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VERANDAH PORCHE |
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for Andy Kopkind
Andy, cancer tears you away from the neighborhood where your summer chickens strut and feed among potted orchids and the whole
hill is coming out from under April. Like a patient etherised upon the cruelest month, you quip. You need someone to go to your root
cellar for the tender show bulbs to spread among good friends’ gardens: canna, calla, dahlia, glads. Reach into the crypt, you laugh.
Below your kitchen, down steep stairs I feel among heat ducts’ hollow curves. Things hang and seep, close and moist: Is this what dark is like
within the body? –Remember unwrapping The Sex Life of Flowers? Hummingbirds giving head to bearded irises and monarchs sucking milkweed. Andy, when the body
backfires blossoms stand in for all the shapes a lover makes with us.— I load my wicker basket with your brown trousseau. Look how each bulb or tuber fits
like a hand grenade about to blow.
SO AS NOT
TO ENTER 1. Hold a candle to a mirror. Spell out the lover’s name in tallow. Dip a spatula in water. If brittle letter-blobs chilled on silver won't lift off evenly set him aside.
2. Fill a black sky-speckled kettle with a rolling boil. Steam quart jars. Can light. Seal and cool.
3. Take a cleaver to red cabbage. Thunk! Choose half. Ink its imprint: dense violet strata curved around a geologic core. Pull yourself together. Shred the clean side for a tart slaw. Serve.
4. Root for your future. Bring daughters into wind. Bend to the field. Watch their white hands numb and gladden around red potatoes. Say: Dig for our ancestors. See with your fingers. Quick work. Frost’s no false alarm.
5. Squash song: Simmer forever my delicata: two-toned thick-skinned winter keeper. Why take a lifetime to be tender? Beside you the slick seeds burn.
ONCE WONDER Once white Wonder Bread built bodies eight ways then 12 ways. Did bread change or did the body? Once we pledge-allegianced to one nation indivisible then under G-d we slept through reveille without waking. Once we spelled just 48 states with their dinky capitols then Alaska mated with Hawaii tricking jigsaw puzzle makers with their size and place. Once my late dad trekked 20 miles no 25 in street shoes through a mythical blizzard to get home to us! Men don't come like that any more my mother swore. Once my brother took me to sample cherrystone clams a dozen raw and salted dashed with Tabasco. I let him be the suitor-savior to shell out for. Once Wonder was a pliant slice tabula rasa in a wrapper then the sums ballooned. No wonder who’s red-handed and true-blue.
Verandah Porche’s work as a poet, performer and writing partner explores relationships between individuals in communities. Based in rural Vermont since 1968, she has published two books of poems, The Body’s Symmetry (Harper and Row) and Glancing Off (See Through Books) and has pursued an alternative literary career, creating collaborative writing projects in nontraditional settings: literacy and crisis centers, hospitals, factories, nursing homes, senior centers, a 200 year-old Vermont tavern and an urban working class neighborhood. She has developed a practice called ‘told poetry’ or ‘shared narrative’ to enable people who need a writing partner to create, preserve and share personal literature. Verandah Porche’s work has been featured on NPR's “Artbeat,” on NH Public Radio’s “Front Porch,” and in the Vermont State House. In 1998, the Vermont Arts Council awarded her its Citation of Merit, honoring her contribution to the state’s cultural life. Current residencies include the Police Poetry Project with teenagers and local police in Bennington, VT, and Music of Our Spheres with a ninety-member women’s chorus in Brattleboro, VT. |
Copyright © 2003 by Verandah Porche.
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