VICKI HUDSPITH

 


THE POLITICS OF TRIBES


As if it were
A decision
Made by circumstance
Or the politics of tribes
Loneliness, one of our disguises
The simple suspension
The last time you will care
What anyone thinks
Of you
Or me
Thinking of you now
I stay within the limits
Of the heart’s balance
On the apex of status quo
The driver isn’t safer while driving
Just as the heart
Is not safe
When it is
In love
 


MISCELLANEOUS VOWELS

The low night
One of light’s disguises
An algebra of angles
And late afternoon
We use silence
To define what we cannot say

Ample verbs
Fill an arrangement of phrases
Attractive buds in a vase
Lipsticks of spring pushing optimism
Blotted kisses of miscellaneous vowels
Thrown into a land without sidewalks
Long grasses line up
Apparent multiples

We seek to impress the evening sky
With our desire
Leave the road empty
Pockets turned out
Refusing to fill them with just any skin

It seems strange now
To fall flat against the hand
Once loved as a simple pastime
Adored for its lack of demand
 


RANDOM BULLETS


This is the language of the body
The ankles that retain yesterday

A romance language, an escort to guard
Our sleep in the war zone
To assist the body in remembering
That language is stolen from
Random bullets

A man calls out for his baby mama, his woman, his whore
You seek the body’s language of forgiveness
Give your lungs a smokeless day
Let your breath reach the bottom of your scarred heart

You would not like to be reminded
Of how much you owe the phrases that kept you safe
You would like to decline the verbs
That push away from your chest
To forget that breathing is part of speaking
Not just drawing shallow breath that leaves
Forty-five percent of the sky around you
Untouched

The body wears this grammar
Like a coat of armor
Self selected from a not-so random vocabulary of grit
Makes limited contact with nouns
Such as loyalty and cigarettes

It is the body that will break our backs
After half a century
With what we were afraid to say
What we never said
What we didn’t want to hear
 


A WILDFLOWER CORNER


They say your eyes
Reflect open horizon
And ocean thought

Or the strength of tides
Lost among dendrites
Motivates noon

And carries thunder
As pressed laundry
Between pendulum wings

The newspaper becomes unbearable
Creates obligation
And shoving between mountains

Exhausted, the sky lays down night
Covers the mortal wounds of geodes
Turquoise veined with coral oxblood

Sun warmed stones hold our dreams
Messages to the lower order
Held in escrow

Compressed anguish
Faults of childhood afternoons
Honey laden temptation

Below the cranial lava flow
Noon holds the sleep
Of ten years

Waking results in an unending free fall
Self selected from a limited menu
Of articulate questions

Enough spiny oyster and obsidian
To cover a suburban nation
The heart’s geologist

On driveways resurfaced in glittering darkness
Asphalt is given the molecules
Of moving land

In social occasions
Paneled with glass
Urban youth are silent

Water conceals the world as a loud place
Filled with the communion of birds
Companionship of children

A wildflower corner
Where once we were afraid
Of night's dark blue lapis
 


More of Vicki's work may be found in Best American Poetry 2005, on Poetz 2002 and selections from her CD, "Urban Voodoo". Vicki performs her work around the United States.

 

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